You will never really know me

You will never really know me

You will only see my face

The one I put on every day

To hide my silent pain.

You will never really know me

You will hear and see me laugh

The simple smile and smirk

Deep down the anger lurks.

You will never really know me

How I long to feel loved

The only thing keeping me

Is God from heaven above.

You will never really know me

If judging is all you do

I sit and pray waiting

Just to get away from you.

You will never really know me

Not even if you try

Because I'm scared

I run away & lie.

You will never really know me

I guess that's how it is

I want to start over

I need more than just this.

You will never know me

You will never really know me.

I'm not the same.

I'm not that girl.

You will never really know me

Because I barely know myself.